i might seem like i complain a lot about my chronic joint pain to someone who doesn't live with it it, but i hurt very close to all the time so in my eyes im not really complaining that much when i say "ouch" or make a complaint about pain that's bothering me every so often. i get that it seems like nbd to you, i get that i seem healthy, and i try to keep my complaints quiet and under my breath, but a lot of my gripes/expletives/exclamations when im in pain i do when im by myself too, or are honestly like unconscious/involuntary, like idk sometimes saying "ohhhh my bones" when im getting up from a chair or something is just a way for me to vent my pain and idk i know it doesn't fix my issues or help me physically feel better, but it's nice to vent verbally sometimes when the pain is constantly inside you.