I'm not sure my relationship with the Lord, I can tell you I don't really feel I fit with what is happening around most Christians including this sub no offense to anyone. I will say what I think based on my understanding of God, no, he isn't going to send you to hell for those things. He wants you to not do things that harm you and could harm others. He's willing to walk alongside you and help to grow you. You are like His child. My precious little baby is how he feels. When He sees you it's like, oh my precious little baby, I love my child. He's very affectionate and loving as a parent. It's like imagine you had kids but you aren't human, you never tire, you never run out of resources, you never have stress, you never have anything but extreme love and generosity. That's who God is. That parent who only ever loves you and it's like he's just endlessly kind and giving. Maybe you mess up, then you go home to parents and say, man I messed up and God is like, oh that's OK, tell me about what is happening? Then you are telling him all your feelings and he is like, oh I love you so much, I want to help you anyway I can and then you can just cry to him because you know how much he loves and accepts you. He's loving. That's who he is to me personally. These people have a different idea of this dude. But I am sharing who he is to me personally.