it made me sad when ethan said trisha had such horrible things to say about the tour bus vlog that was so well loved by fans and it looked like everyone had a great time shooting. I also deal with mental health stuff and self sabotage so I get it but it’s so frustrating when I see people making those same mistakes. trisha is either fake as hell and only in it for money, or she’s been genuine but literally cannot see that they love her and the show. they’ve done everything they can, they’ve tried to make her feel so loved and she either can’t see it or doesn’t care. if it’s the former, then I hope trisha can get the help she needs because this is no way to live. and if it’s the latter, then I’m so sorry for ethan for caring about something so one sided. everyone who made and watched that show fell for it and trisha is laughing to the bank. I’m glad he was able to at least show everyone the whole story.