3. I was sexually violated and I keep masturbating to the thought of it

I was sexually violated and I keep masturbating to the thought of it

I am sorry you have been assaulted also. I am glad that you can shake it off some days. I wont go see the guy, honestly. I thought it might be some kind of protection thing, a defense mechanism, but I don't particularly feel traumatized, I feel kinda meh and uncomfortable at times, what he did didn't even register as wrong for a while simply based on my meh reaction to it, well other than a bit of shame and trying to do it to myself and a little crying lol. I dont think therapy will be of any use to me personally though I have considered it. Thanks for responding :). Yeah I do act on what is a full blown developed fetish now.

Youll be okay too :)

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