From my first day here, I've observed indian girls has no ass. It is flat but wider on sides. Jeans look horrible on them. I legit would look better in jeans. I mean it might be genetics but I doubt it. Probably food and laziness.

I'm a virgin. I have standards because I think highly of me or I don't want to associate myself with lower things or I'm just a lazy fuck or scared of going after what I want.

Perhaps this fits: in the early stage of interacting with a girl you're not super attracted to, instead of finding enjoyment in the interaction itself, you're aware of what most likely happens next, and the next step, and the next step, then coming on her face and finally ghosting her because you've no interest.

Yea I think like this in everything. I don't do anything unless I see the end and every step on the way.

Presently anticipating the dopamine comedown that comes after the R18 part. What's the point of doing it? Those expectations take all the fun out of now and render the interactions joyless and a waste of your time.

So what is your solution?