Your absolutely right, I think I've used them as much as I need. I've been clean during these last 4 months and plan on practicing actually practicing magick without drugs. The post was ment to highlight mistakes I've made in the past and the consequences they have had on my life. Drugs have served their purpose in my life by opening my eyes to the things I could achieve without them. I understand that drugs and magick have a complicated history and that mixing can lead to self destruction. Thank you for being honest with me, addiction runs in my family and I'm the most at risk to develop a habit given my mental health so I really do appreciate the criticism.