As a person who has a job offer contingent on passing the bar, and has future employers constantly emailing to ask if results have been posted yet, I feel your pain. I have been struggling with anxiety over this exam and waiting for results a lot these last few weeks, but apart from just praying on it, what has helped me is truly just realizing this is only a test. I know it's a heck of a lot easier to say that then to believe it, but in the end this will truly not have a large impact on our lives. If you don't pass, your family and friends will all still love you. You will still have your law degree. You will still be able to keep trying and moving forward. And at this point, with how delayed results are, there is not some long waiting turn around before you begin studying either - only a few short months. Enjoy each day, the beautiful NC spring weather, and don't let the NCBLE take away anymore happiness by making you stress about results we can't change now anyways. No matter what happens too, you are smart. This test is stupid and we all know it. So whatever life throws at you, know you can always overcome it and will be all the better for it!