Virginity over the age of 25

Yes, I'm also a 25-year-old virgin male. I have strong feelings for someone who is already in a relationship, and we attend school and work together. She has set the standard for the type of person I'm attracted to, and I don't think I'll find anyone like her at bars or on dating sites. I find the dating scene fake, and it filters out anyone I might be interested in. I'm in my final semester of college, and I'm feeling completely hopeless and depressed about my future. I feel like I have so much love to give, but I'll never find anyone to share it with, and I'm lonely every day. I have thoughts of suicide daily. I'm a well-rounded person, good socially, and make an effort with my appearance, but there just doesn't seem to be any opportunity for me. I'm grateful for my friends and family, but my life feels like a slow-motion tragedy that will end in sadness and bitterness. My uncle has been single all his life, and I feel like my future is heading in the same direction. Exercising helps me release pent-up frustration and feel better because of the endorphin rush. I have a friend on Discord who I share everything with, and it helps me not feel completely isolated. I'm looking forward to working this summer to get health insurance and begin therapy, which I hope will make a difference. Hopefully, I'll be able to move out of my parents' house in the next few years, which might improve my chances of finding someone, but I doubt it. I'm afraid that all the good ones are already taken. (On average, not referring to you, the person reading this.). While I have a lot to be grateful for, I still feel a sense of loneliness because I am missing a romantic partner whom I am attracted to and love.

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