I'm not interested in being told I need a therapist, even if you mean it in a kind, loving and caring way. I also don't care if I have depression either. I hate that suggestion. Why would I pay someone who doesn't know me or really care about me and is looking forward to when the session is over so they can chill again and have their coffee with more money in their pocket? And I don't even know anything about the therapist, they could be in a worse place than I am like marital and drug/drinking problems and just be there because they become a therapist and that's their form of income. On top of all that get advice from someone who quite possibly doesn't believe in God, and leads me a wrong direction. I will never be depressed because of the knowledge of God. That's the biggest blessing in the world, and any trials and tribulations in this world is nothing when I look to Christ. I don't need some random therapist.

I just asked what I can do to fill in time.