3. What is something you need to get off your chest?

What is something you need to get off your chest?

I turn 24 next month, I'm unemployed, I'm visually impaired, I'm overweight, I'm introverted, I'm socially inept, I'm lonely, I'm lost, I'm confused, I'm tired, and I'm tired, and I'm tired.

My life has never been easy nothings ever been simple or straightforward. I haven't done what people my age have I dont party, I've never been in a relationship not even been kissed or kissed someone. My vision sucks because ofa degenerative eye disease, I'm overweight because hypothyroidism was a thing I dealt with for half a decade, I get headaches hives and stomach aches from horrendous allergies, I inherited the ol Bishop family stomach issues, my anxiety just constantly gets worse.

All I ever wanted in life was a job I was satisfied with, a woman who loved me as much as I did her, and kids I could adore. Now all I want is to just fall asleep and never wake up, I could never off myself just wish I could cease to exist.

The worst feeling is seeing my mom look at me and she's got tears in her eyes trying to tell me everything's gonna be okay like I'm dying. Or when my dad walks in and tries to make me feel better because another doctors appointment and more bad news.

I'm mentally and physically worn out and the older I get the more I come to terms that saying "I love you" to someone who is not a family member or a close friend is just a dumb unattainable dream. A dream that as I get older is gonna weigh me down more and more until I give out and give up.

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