I am a 5'8" naturally thin/fit blonde haired green eyed girl in my early twenties. I have an IQ rating in the high 150s (IQ ratings are worthless but idk how else to best convey). I've modeled in an Arctic Monkeys video and was talking to Ford agency about being signed once but never followed through bc I find it very boring. I am Hitler's wet aryan dream.

No woman in my family has made it to 60. My mom just died in April at 59, she had breast cancer 5 separate times. Her sister also died from breast cancer. On my dad's side of the family, every woman has gotten early onset Alzheimer's/ dementia in her 50s. All have died by 60. I've won the genetic lottery for this half of my life, but it's extremely likely I will have repetitive cancer once I hit my 30s and if that doesn't kill me then I will lose my mind and die by 59 too.

I've watched people die in both those ways. I'm nervous that bc I know how it ends so well, I won't have the same strength in beating cancer 4 times like my mother did. I need to get the gene testing done and if I test positive I am cutting these bitches off. Fuck cancer.