Ok. I’m definitely not Christian or religious, my family is. The cross is the only thing that I had that resembled a symbol of divine protection in any sense to me personally when I was up all night worrying. The tarot reader has been very reliable in the past on every topic and I resonated with all of the things she described throughout the reading. I sometimes have seen/sensed dark entities. She also said that they touch me at some points during the night which makes sense because I sometimes feel a sensation on my leg or my arm that feels like something is there. I have been struggling with constant bombardment mentally of stressful thoughts that have made me contemplate suicide for years. Lately the stress has been getting way too much and making me feel physically sick and drained. I’ve been failing school for three years due to constant mental clouding and stress. I’ve been constantly struggling internally with self perception issues, body dysmorphia and nearly died from fatal anorexia in freshman year. All of these things align perfectly with her description of the entity. On top of that, she mentioned that it wanted me dead/to sabotage my life/goals because of a generational curse on my family. I know I’m breaking many generational curses and my own parents and I have almost never been able to get along. My father and I are finally doing well as of the last year. I can’t stand to even hear the sound of my mothers voice. She also has a fatal illness and has had alcoholism, mental illness, narcissistic tendencies and has been tremendously abusive to myself, my sister and my father for many years. It does seem like a curse and many months ago when I originally felt inclined to leave her house, I had a dream where I saw dozens of demons filling the whole apartment through the windows from outside. I promised myself I would never go back. After spending no more than a week there I got this reading in perfect timing and it was terrifyingly accurate to me personally. I do trust this reader for many reasons. She has always been reliable and external to this reader specifically, everything adds up. I want to also stress once again that I’m not religious. The cross was more so to make me feel any sense of protection/sanity into the late hours of the night when my heart was racing. Just holding it made me feel slightly less alone. I’m not religious. I’ll google vesta powder. I really just need any kind of help imaginable right now. I’m sorry if anything was originally unclear.