Lyrics- (Female Perspective) Dear Mark, You're the one with the words, but my side should be heard, think that it's fuckin absurd, you talk about me when you rap about her, all of your songs, hear about all of my wrongs, like you never played me like pong, like you never went out and did nothing wrong, it's crazy forever turned into so long, and now that you're gone, I had to move on, and I'm happy with him, but I still can't pretend that I didn't go fuck with your friend every now and again I be thinking of then, I be thinking that that was something I would never intend, and especially when it was me who you trusted to take all your feelings and try to re-mend, it's so hard to pretend, I would lie in your bed, giving you head, listen to all of the things that you said, listen to all of the lyrics you read, you were chasing a dream I would party instead, young and in love, young and we're dumb, I can taste all of the pain in your tongue, I can taste all of my pain in the rum, knew it was over before it begun, looking for fun, burning my lungs, learning my favorite feeling was numb, bought every dinner you barely bought one, maybe I cheat and then we could be done, that would be done, we were so broke, you were the one that turned into a joke, I kept us a float, you were the one that kept us on a rope, damn, now you're the man huh, I see you turned into somebody I can't stand huh, and knowing you you made this all part of your plan huh, you crazy fuck I had the chance I should have ran huh! Never would tell me you cared, never were there, remember that night that we went to the fair, every fine girl that walked by you would stare, see even when there Mark you never were there, if all I care about is my make-up and hair, all you care about is the ego you wear, you tear me apart and continue tear, now I'm with someone who actually cares fuck you! But I can't keep you off my mind, I'm seeing everything you drop sometimes I wish that I was blind, you make me re-live my mistake a million trillion fucking times, see you're a coward, and a stupid rap persona's what you hide behind, and my whole family still adores you, I tried a million times I would have only did that for you, I can't act like I don't know you, every night I would explore you, maybe me feel I was below you, Mark I wish I could ignore you but I...can't. (Chorus) Near to you, I am healing but it's taking so long, cuz though he's gone and you are wonderful it's hard to move on. (Male Perspective) Well Dear __, How then, could you tell me you love me again and again, you were only a friend, it was hard to pretend, I wrote so many letters but never hit send, I was never content, I was set on me being a rapper, I thought about music and thought of you after, it's funny how tears turn to laughter, and tears on a page they can turn into a master...piece(peace) that's how you told me to leave, I remember that night it's as clear as can be, and you found a new man and he loves that you drink and he loves getting head but don't care what you think, you look pretty in pink, you look naughty in red, we know these are the words that would never be said, and we're chasing a topic that's over your head, cuz you think about me every night as you lie in your bed, that's...real (Chorus x2) (Female Perspective/Response) Well I guess we all change, Mark, I guess we all change, I hope that you get everything that you want as you yell and you stand on the stage, you took all your pain and turned it to fame, they're screaming your name and going insane, I kept all our pics but threw out the frame, before I knew Witt I knew Mark, now they're one in the same, but what about me muthafucka, forgot about me muthafucka, except when you talk about me muthafucka, I'm tired of hearing about me muthafucka, your mouth was a blessing and now it's a weapon, remember the time and the love we invested, I'm posting a pic and I'm getting attention, my tits and my ass get a favorite a second, see you were with me and we're thinking of her, now I'm with him and I'm thinking of you, together to never whatever we were, we're stuck in a cycle the cycle is cruel, a couple of fools, stuck in a pool of people who wanna be cool, see we're never happy we're happy so we keep on searching for love as if love was a jewel, remember that night that you came to my school, stayed up all night and we talked about life, my parents and I we would constantly fight, you said when you make it I might be a stay at home wife, apparently that wasn't right, re-living a moment that lasted a night, and honestly Mark gotta start to move on with your life. Sincerely, A letter we never would...write (Male Perspective / Realization that these letters were created in his head and never actually written) Like...what are "we" doing Like...what am I doing writing these letters but what am I proving, I'm stuck in my room and I'm spilling it all, making up what you would say if you called, I might be the biggest mistake of them all, my biggest mistake was to think that I never could fall, like falling for you, falling in love, follow my dream it has all of my love, I just want to feel I've been feeling so numb, to think that I know how you're feeling is dumb, we're done right from the start, I write from the heart, a light in the dark, they see that you're open and tear you apart, now this is "our" letter "we" sign it Sincerely, Mark Now this is "our" letter "we" sign it Sincerely, Mark