And that is fine. But, you omitting crucial details (ie lying) to get sympathy of strangers isnt the way. You're using the boy as a pawn for attention!

Look, i just went through your post history, and I do feel for you. You are 22. You should be college, not worrying about men and children. Men have got you into this mess, and I can promise you they wont get you out of it.

I'm older than your partner too - you both need to sit down and think about what you are doing. He only told you he loved you 4 months ago (as per your post history) and now you live together. That is far too soon, which you know. You are both rebounding hard.

You are also still growing! Not just children inside you, but as a person! The brain doesn't stop developing until you are 25, so you arent even a fully finished person.

My advice to you, would be to sort out your life. You need to be able to picture a perfect life for you and YOUR kids (not his), that doesn't involve a man. Not sure what you are doing for work, but is it enough to suport a family? If not, then look into school land support systems. That support system is not a penis though. A man is not a financial plan.

As i say, Im older than you, and I've seen girls like yourself, that I went to school with. Had babies early and drifted from man to man being depressed. Now they are in their late 30s, and are still having to deal with some blokes they known for 3 months kids. Please get help and support.

If you want to PM me you can.