The TLDR. I creeped on the guy. He was a bar rat with at least 1 other child he didn't care for. She ended up having a miscarriage and secretly I find solace in that alone albeit very fucked up, and I recognize that. Still not sure why she did it, if she just wanted dick we could have talked about it as I truly loved this human. It seems like she ran from me (white collar) to be with Larry the Cable Guy if he weighed 120lbs with a spotted liver to start a family?? I can't wrap my head around it. (We did have one dispute early in the relationship where I was still in contact with contacts on plentyoffish.
Shitty LPT: Once your cheating ex has a miscarriage her bodies chemicals will slowly break her down mentally as paternal loss. I get such a big fucking grin thinking about it.
Here's another short story.
Me, 18. Older brother, 21. Girl, 17. I court her for a few weeks. Lost my virginity. Fell in love (for why I don't know. Young and dumb.) Brother, engaged. Child on the way.
He had Been sleeping with this girl since she started coming around. Let me date her. Didn't tell me. I literally nutted in my brothers nut.
Find emails on my computer he used. Nudes. Messages.
Confront him and fiancee. He "disowns me".
Fiancee has child, moved away to her hometown. Brother knocks up and marries the 17 year old, (2-3 years later) Has child.
They split up.
I'm screwed. Never got an apology. Literally swept under the rug. Never really told anyone as it's a sad cringe story.
Kicker, he already had a kid before all of this. (When he was 17, fast forward to when this takes place and he doesn't even call his son on his birthday, son also gets molested by then boyfriend of mother.
My mother takes guardianship of his firstborn. (he is now doing okay)
Too much to type.
Done reminiscing. There is more, those are just highlights. Thanks for reading.