Hey friendo

Speaking from first hand live experience I've now hit 48 hours with 5-and-a-lil-bit gs of 3F I was sublingual dosing half 2mg diclaz every few hours last night after an accidental (but kind of on purpose) double redose of 3F got my blood flowing a little too much. Kind of regretting going overboard with a sedative benzo now cause I really wanted to ride this day out and fix my sleep routine finally but a daytime crash is feeling inevitable unless I just power through the surprising amount left in that bag. ... Well I mean obviously there's only one choice here lol. But I've never felt this wiped after even longer binges. Leads me to believe etiz would be a much better idea seeing as it doesn't come with the fucking 42 hour or whatever it even is half life diclaz is supposed to have.

In case you're wondering by the way. Nothing. I did nothing in those 48 hours. I walked the dog, cleaned the kitchen then chatted for hours to anyone who would listen and played my fav music all night without headphones since I finally (gloriously) had the house to myself. My conversations were genuinely two-way I suddenly felt really interested in how everyone is getting on in life but when given the chance to speak at length I took it frequently. Walls and walls and walls of text. The most obscure tangents followed with glee before somehow always linking it back to the main subject at hand. After countless binges it is getting a bit old but there's something weirdly enjoyable in it that pulls you back. I've said before this stuff is like weed pretending to be a stim (or vice versa) and its cause of times like this. The stimulation is there.. The motivation is there.. To ... Chill out as much as possible. Lol. For fucks sake every time.