I always become frozen when people at work say “you cut your hair” or just throw out random facts about my physical appearance. I just don’t know what to say. Normally I’m just so focused on my anxiety or some podcast or my future and wtf I’m doing in this life I always forget that people actually focus on others alot.

There’s this one girl I work with a middle aged woman very much the “I’m real I speak my mind” type. And she is just always after the next witty response after witty joke and I genuinely believe she could cure cancer or become the first female president if she spent all this time she does clowning other people.

Maybe I’m a little bit if a narcissist or alot a bit but within the last few years my mindset and unconscious “code” has been just stay in your own lane at all times. Focus on you. Not on making jokes about people, I feel my mind has become so open there isn’t anything that could be done where I wouldn’t be able to understand it coming from that persons shoes. For example: when I was a teen I would of called people out ALOT more, clowned out them ALOT more, but now I’m just numb?

Anyone else get what I’m saying? Like just totally indifferent. Unsurprised by anybody. Maybe this is the wrong thread.