I will do this. I can't even explain how furious I am about this. I know I'll survive the withdrawal, as I've taken tolorance breaks throughout the years, to maintain a lower dose than most people who've taken it as long as I have... But I know that after the first 2 days it will become extremely obvious to everyone I work with that I have adhd. I have fought SO hard to avoid explaining this to my employers, and I don't want to have to explain it. The way this is headed, I will have to, in order to hopefully keep my job.

I want this to be a legal case, because it was the states fault that such a small part of the process (I was given 1 written prescription, they recorded 3, tho I only signed for 1) has been enough to potentially make me lose my livelihood (which I actually enjoy for once, I might add, after 6 years, even without a proper vacation).

I don't want my provider to pay for this specifically, because I think she has come to understand my utter hatred of this medication, and the process I have to go through to obtain it... But I think something needs to be done to hopefully discourage these kind of laws for the future (at least until something better can be made). I am afraid to have kids for God's sake... coz I don't want my level of adhd to affect, and hold them back, even to the degree I've had to put up with. That just feels so wrong...