Do you think you can talk to a doctor about adjusting your dose? According to this study wellbutrin “increases motivation and causes more dopamine to be released which causes people to be more heavily reinforced after performing a risky action.” In my personal experience with wellbutrin I get much worse while titrating up to higher doses, so I would definitely recommend at the very least talking to a doctor about your dose if you have a noticeably sudden escalation in sh behaviors/urges. Sorry if this comes across as preachy, it’s the only advice I can offer.