** TW ABUSE: my mother was paranoid I was sleeping around, even so I had anxiety and could hardly keep a conversation without stuttering after three words. One day I came home an hour late from school. my teachers kept me late for a planned meeting with my mother, gonna talk about putting me in jumpstart the next year. She had forgot. They called her and left messages. I got home and she was drunk. She was POSITIVE, despite all the voicemails from the teachers - with time stamps - that I was out having sex and was now pregnant. She beat me until I couldn’t move, then told me she was leaving and I had until she got back to be gone. She told me if she ever saw me again she would k¡II me. So I left. Friends told me she spent the days driving around searching for me. She had a history of kicking me out then calling the cops and saying I was a run away. The final time she did, they would have put me in a house for girls. I honestly don’t know why. I was a good kid, great grades, not too cocky, didn’t really party (nothing against it just wasn’t my thing.) I smoked weed, but. That’s as ’wild’ as I got. She was still positive I was out on drugs and sleeping around. I didn’t lose my virginity until I was 19.