i get what you’re saying. due to character limits i had to leave out details.

sandra was perfectly capable of coming more often, she would say she’d come and get my hopes up and then would cancel last minute, countless times. i understand she has a life and wouldn’t be able to come all the time, but she even admitted she was being shitty about that.

and i refer to her as a stranger bc i don’t know where she had been the day of or the day before, of course anna could also get me sick from going there. she’s fairly good at communicating with me where goes, i was just frustrated with this situation specifically bc we had already discussed that bars are the #1 place i’ve been avoiding. it’s hard bc i need a roommate to afford rent, i’ve had to take off a lot of work for treatments and side effects. moving out with parents isn’t an option.

i also know i can’t avoid everything, it’s unrealistic to assume i can. it’s the people that text and think that i can make an exception that are frustrating. but, i appreciate your perspective.