Bro, listen to me please. If I was in your position then I would make it a first priority to take care of things which are in my hand like weight and grooming. Even if I think of myself in your place then I can say that it's guaranteed that nobody would accept me this way if I am so overweight and smell. Would you want to date someone who's like that?

I know exactly how difficult it is to get out of this thought process but you have to decide yourself if you want to keep sitting in the cold dark place or move to a place where you have a slightly better chance. I am not saying that you'll get laid as soon as you become 150 lbs and start smelling nice, all I am saying is that you don't deserve to remain in this nasty situation.

Walk those painful steps and go sit on a porch, perhaps someone would wave a Hi or respond to your Hi.

will delete this comment after a day or two.