All of this resonates. You def nailed it.

Idk what subconscious things I have buried tho.. but there is definitely a wound inside of me that I can’t seem to get past.

The battle between my Leo and Virgo is def a huge issues. On the inside I’m care free, goofy, love to smile and want to be a positive source of light… but my self critical Virgo side is so STRONG within me. My mind races constantly with 100 negative thoughts about myself and how stupid I feel. In public I present as cold, standoffish, rude, angry. When people actually get to know me they can’t deal with how different I actually am when I feel comfortable and safe it’s always a big shock to them. It’s even harder for relationships because women will see this stone faced guy and then get to know me and IMO inside I’m extremely feminine.. I’ve never felt secure in my masculinity at all.. I’m a straight man but I’ve never been able to relate to men and typical guy things.. I’m incredibly insecure about this unfortunately.. I’m all about feelings and emotions 24/7. I feel things so intensely. When I get angry or upset my Aries moon comes out and I turn into a raging hulk but verbally not physically (I believe this is due to my Gemini Mars?)

Not sure how to put the Saturn/Neptune dynamic into words any better than you already did. It’s spot on.

And Pluto… it’s the most dominant planet in my chart with the most aspects to other planets followed by Saturn and Mercury.

Thank you for taking the time to look at my chart and give feedback. It means a lot to me.