Thank you so much for this thorough take on my chart. I can definitely see how my Saturn in Taurus has benefitted me in terms of structures & boundaries because I can outgoing but not too friendly, but I see how it can be in my detriment as well since I don’t tend to have too much faith in things that don’t have a good structure like things that are currently unknown to me like my future. My Venus placement is so hard for me to deal for sure. I guess grief have been creeping on me because as of now, my relatives from childhood are no longer here in this world. It feels as if I have nothing to go back to since I moved away from them since young. But I guess grief comes in different forms and comes natural in your 20’s and that we all just got to grow through it. Thanks again.