It's fantastic you're seeking truth! I hope you overcome all fear and develop your love.
Perhaps one introduction to reincarnation would be the book " Journey of Souls, case studies of life between lives" (it's on youtube). That's from a guy that's worked with thousands of people and he's investigated the experiences they've shared with him, they basically point to this (based on what I've learnt so far from this and other NDEs and spiritual texts):
Also your instinct that something isn't right about this amnesia rebirth cycle thing is possibly correct, some sources/people claim that we're in a "trap", and that there's a way to exit from this prison system.