I send my love and hugs to you. I'm sorry to hear that they won't accept you, it must be so hurtful. From the comments I gather that you're nowhere geographically where you can reach out for support, but on here you can it looks like. Do so. Hell, message me if you like. Just be strong and focus on university. This is an unfortunate part of life and I know you must be feeling alone and a little cut off right now, but you can kick life right back in the teeth and be a successful person. You go out there and kick ass. Who knows, maybe you'll find a partner in uni and their family will be accepting. What a wonderful Christmas that would be, yeah?