Your comment made my hour
Thanks for letting me know and being empathetic
Thanks for talking to me like a person
Now yes I will agree, I was coming off strong, I just did not want anyone else than her, I wanted to have kids with her, and again I'm 22. I still will always look for someone like her. And I will do it in a better way. Much, much better. I don't know the extent of how much she cheated, but she did.
But again, she was comfortable with me gifting her these things, because it was not "too big of a thing" for her or atleast in my mind. Her family has good contacts with political people and she herself does too. So I'm pretty sure I was not doing anything extraordinary. She has plenty of cars, a nice big house, good brother, and family.