Thank you so much! I guess I just distract myself by thinking that regardless of when I find out things, it won’t change the outcome.

I love my friend dearly so I think I’ll be ok. It’ll be so hard, but I’m so happy for her. In this life, nothing is promised to us. If I am one of the unfortunate ones to struggle with fertility, then that’s just my lot. There’s still plenty that I don’t struggle with (I have my health; my family and husband, and friends; a roof over my head and food in my stomach) and I need to hold on to that. We’re going to go down the path of IVF or adoption of this doesn’t work out. I so hope it does though. I’m not religious, but I’ve been praying every day.