The first time I smoked, I got home still high and went on the computer and messaged one of my friends. I saved that conversation I had with him. This is the log:
"I just smoked for the first time ever."
"Hahaha and??"
"A lot of things."
"Did you get high?"
"I don't know. I've never gotten high before but my friend told me that i'll know if I got high. I felt really warm and I and my head was all fuzzy And I talked a lot and I kept saying I felt."
"Yeah you probably didn't. I didn't till after a while hahaha. You were probably a little high."
"And I didn't want to move a single muscle on my head. We sat there for a good half hour I smoked a blunt twice and a bowl four times."
"Hahaha damn you prob did get high."
"I suddenly started laughing and I couldn't spot Stop I got home about half an hour ago and I brushed my teeth and now my tongue feels like its not rwallym my tongue. I remember telling him that when I talked it didn't feel like it was me talking. And everything I said started with I feel. I still feel really fuzzy in my head and I remember thinking that my hair feels like a hat. It still feels like a hat and my jaw and ears feel like that too and my throat is really tingly and I feel really warm."
"Hahaha yeah ur high"
"And I'm just sitting here on the bed laying on my stomach swaying my leg and it doesn't even feel like in swinging it. It feels like it's moving on it's own and I don't want to move my head still and I'm smiling and my tongue feels like it isn't my tongue and my head feels tingly and y body feels warm. And I usually feel indifferent about every thought but I just feel happy. I'm even trying to feel sad but it isn't working."
"hahahahaha hahahha"
"I don't know of I'm high or not but I don't feel like I usually so and I feel kind of like another person. Like I'm tying everything I'm thinking the moment I think it to you and it feels like its not me."
"Haha omg don't become a pot head"
"And my mouth feels tingly and when I breathe it feels like its kind of dry"
"It'll go away soon lol one time I thought I was dying lol"
"I think I'm probably a little high at least. I brushed my teeth but I still taste how it tasted when I smoked the bowl. I remember when I got out of the car it felt like I was saying and I was too relaxed so I just stood there and it feels like my thoughts are really funny or something and important but they're really not. And I'm still smiling and feeling warm and fuzzy in the head and can't think of any negative thoughts It felt like my voice when I was talking wasn't really me."
"Hahaha that's how it is. Are your eyes red?"
"I talked the whole way back like seriously you know how much I talk normally? I talked the whole car ride home. And then suddenly everything was hilarious. So I couldn't stop laughing. But I stopped after a while. And then we got to my house and I got out of the car and felt like I was too relaxed to walk and so on. My eyes aren't red. I asked him when we were about to leave and he lit the lighter and told me they weren't. My left eye was really kind of watery though. I remember tear things coming down every now and then. But I really like this feeling and want to do it again. I don't like the smoking part though. It sounds like I got high though? I hope so because I wanted to get high. I still feel like the me talking now isn't the me that was smoking in the car. I can't really explain what it feels like. I even tried to hold in laughing but couldn't. I feel a little bit more normal now but even now it feels like that I was much more different than how I normally am and a lot more fun."