idk what to do

Moving out is the easiest emotional solution. It's comforting to run from your problems. To not address them. I don't need to know what you did to tell you that despite how enticing it seems to take the easy way out of the situation, the most character building solution is to confront and correct mistakes. Take ownership of them.

Running is easy and once you begin to run from mistakes, it becomes increasingly harder over time to not run from them. It becomes the only answer that you know and that can get dark very quick. It's a downhill slope that becomes harder to apply the brakes to as you gain momentum.

Admit mistakes. Explain why you're admitting them to those that care. Explain how this mistake has made you feel and explain what you will do to correct them, so you don't feel this way again. Even if it means swallowing pride. Even if it means getting chewed out. Even if it means people losing trust. Human beings are more forgiving to those that admit a mistake than those that don't. I promise.

What's been burned can be regrown in time. Don't put up blinders and focus on one mistake of your life. It'll begin to feel like the whole world is revolving around how badly you fucked up, as if you can see it in everything. That dread will follow you until you either confront it, or it becomes you. Don't let the mistake become you.

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