I don't know what to say to you.

I have no advice to give, no support to offer, no warm and fuzzy "here's why it's ok after all"

In many ways i feel as though i am in the same boat as you. I agree with the sentiment, yet.... What else is there?

Death will come soon enough. Life seems unbearable as it is but.... What else is there? Sooner or later it will all end. Some days i wish i was brave enough to end it now, other days i think i just have to keep plugging away at it... After all, this is all i've got. It'll end before i know it anyway... It might suck but i guess i might as well ride this ride until it's inevitable conclusion.

Like i said, i'm afraid i've got no easy answer or pep talk to give you. I guess all i really have to offer is to say "I saw your post and i can relate to what you're going through, at least somewhat".