Hi I’m 30 but when I was 15 I also tried to kill myself and my parents put me in the psych ward

I tried going to new schools but it didn’t help.

I was also neglected my parents weren’t around and just left me at home to work, and was also assaulted by family.

There’s a routine I went through like u, woke up go to school do work at school, talk to the same friend group, go home. And I told myself ONCE I AM OUT I AM GOING TO BE A FUCKING ACTRESS and forget this shit hole.

So I did. I disassociated from myself all though high school so I could graduate, I don’t even care they got the “college” I was going to wrong at graduation. It didn’t matter. Because all I wanted to do was rehearse plays and movies as other characters.

Then I ran away and became an actress, but it took me FOREVER I’m 30 now and ran away 3 years ago.

Anyway it’s hard to make it work but maybe have a goal for when u get out?