Not necessarily what you asked because me and this girl were more like friends with benefits...but one night back when i use to drink I invited her to a party at my friends house. I got beyond drunk and this girl was all over me, dropping hints left and right to leave and go to back to my house...by the time I realized it, she left and I haven't seen or talked to her since. I think she took it really personally.

So I've known this girl since babies (like the whole legit her mom/my mom would always say that silly thing about us kids will get married one day) I legit always had a crush on her but due to me being socially awkward and terrible anxiety i legit just started to ignore her in late middle school (she wasn't what "thought was attractive but it was honestly because I thought my friends would make fun of me, I thought she was gorgeous. She went to a diff highschool and she became a dime piece, like the whole nine yards, smart, attractive, and a great person. We didn't talk again till after highschool. Hung out once and i was still into my partying stage in life (drugs and alcohol) and she was a good girl, who rarely drank. Couple years later i see her at a bar, she comes up to me and playfully says shes mad I didn't come over and say hi to her. So we start catching up and a mutual friend from high school kept trying to for lack of a better word cock block and or get himself laid? Idk but he would just be always there and would butt into conversations and try to get her away from me, i grew enough balls to ask her for a ride home (legit didn't know last call was like a minute after that) she said yes. And the other kid followed us to her car still trying to get her to go with him and not me. We get to my house (i shared a room with my cousin and figured he was home plus anxiety of this girl i've always liked) so instead of inviting her in which she wanted because she flirted with me the whole time, sat in her car with her and talked/flirted for like an hour before she gave up and went home...get inside and realize my cousin wasnt even home...a couple weeks later one of my "friends" and i are talking and she randomly gets brought up, my dumbass tells him that I've always had a crush on her, so what does this kid who can't go 5mins without telling a lie do, hits her up, bad mouths the hell out of, probably told her a bunch of fucked up things and dated her. Only found out what he did because he slipped up and told me one night....

Im embarrassed by both of those for different reasons. First one, she was a hug slut but we always would flirt since kids and the 2nd one because i didnt just want to fool around with her, I genuinely wanted to see if we still connected enough to maybe date. She was/probably still is a "good girl" and she's the polar opposite of what I usually date, which is unstable/crazy girls who i find attractive and can deal with there personality. Im no catch and have a lot of mental illnesses and other issues but i still hope one day i meet a "good" women who can look past my current issues and past mistakes...

Doubt anyone read that but just wanted to say it because i'm drunk for this first time in 4years