I don’t believe in anyone wasting their time with someone who won’t listen. You’re just talking to yourself at this point. There are people trained to deal with a suicidal person. Vomiting your thoughts all over strangers is not the way to get help.

If you were serious about any of this, you would not have spent hours replying to all these posts. You’re just looking to bring everyone down with you.

And sure, you ARE me pushed out. You’re the whiny, childish, attention seeking part of me that would rather blame other people than take fucking responsibility for my own life. Nearly all of us are familiar with that part of ourselves. That’s the part of me that needs to die and the part of you that needs to die too. It’s your childish and self sabotaging way of thinking that needs to die. So kill that and maybe you can live a happier life.