Me [24F] with my boyfriend [30 M] of two years, idk if we should stay together

tl;dr: Are me and my bf too different?

I am having doubts... grab some popcorn, it's a long story.. I met him after I was single for 5 years (heartbreak/no interest/working on myself, etc) I tried online dating, it sucked(I actually broke my dry spell with a guy from reddit.lmao). I was broke($), I finally had a sex drive, so I decided to become a whore, after deciding this I messaged the first few guys that recently messaged me on okcupid and asked them to pay me $50 for sex, I hardly glanced at their profiles. HE (my bf) was my first and last customer. ** edit ** I mentioned this because even 2 years later, how we met really bugs me... I know things happen for a reason and I've changed a lot.... but how pathetic is that story? He is such a sweet, innocent guy, is must hurt his confidence that he had to pay me to even get a chance with me in the first place.. and he must think I have poor judgement and am superficial. He assured me he doesn't think anything is wrong about girls who have sex for money. anyways...

Right away I felt calm in his presence. He is a light skinned Nepali guy with dark features, small framed, my same height. Non intimidating. He talks with an accent, he has terrible grammar.... but I could listen to him talk for hours... I feel him struggling to communicate and pronounce words. I love noticing the different ring he puts on words and I notice I pronounce things in the same way now. I am a white girl, however my dad is an Italian immigrant ( a legit one... OG.. grew up on a farm and started working hard labor jobs instead of going to school because that's what poor kids did.. he is in his 60's now and still works a hard labor job 5am-5pm... and doesn't complain about it, his work has paid off and now he has a million dollar home here in the bay area) I wonder.. am I too rich for my bf? My dad is such a hard worker my bf could not be like him. My bf gets stressed so I reassure him, my dad plows ahead. I offer to help with his homework... I act like it's no big deal but it causes me stress. But I offered tonight because I want to sacrifice for him.

Now I feel again I love him but I don't know why..

I wonder will he marry me? Does he want kids? We have never talked about either.

I have doubts if I even like him, I imagine living together and us getting sick of each other.

anyways I'm tired......... can I talk to someone in an instant message type way... skype or whatever...? I want to rant about my bf..........and my feelings

edit: I don't care if his "grammar is terrible" but to sum it up I feel he is too uneducated.. I met him because I was horny but also wanted someone to finally love and devote myself to, I wonder if I'm putting too much energy into making things work...

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