I always believe that people that are in groups talking shit and trying to make each other feel good by fake complements are the weirdos .. not you .. really.. if you don't fake an ID to join a group of people just to feel this feeling of belonging then let me congratulate you You are real I do that too .. sitting alone eating alone just me and my music I feel alone but not lonely because I always remember my shitty old friendships and say well it's gonna be the same again so why waste time.. Having time time for one's self is a luxury.. you can get to know yourself and discover things about you that you didn't know.. always better than people projecting their opinion on you. I don't if this comment is on any usefulness and hope you'll fell better about yourself And fuck your roommate they all suck anyway (most of them)