Dude I had to delete all of that because this is a much deeper issue than just sex. This is a whole obsession with disdain for himself.
I cant tell him hell be disappointed because he really is losing his mind over this hate he has for himself.
OP if you are reading this man, you need to do yourself a favor and understand.
You need to set lower expectations and have a lower standard.
Think about how you are presenting yourself to women.
All you care about is sex. Do you think that women like that? Maybe the women in the porn you watch do but thats NOT real life.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE answer me this
Have you ever ever bothered trying lowering your standards?
You say you are this and this and that and you lack this.
Have ever bothered trying to befriend a women like you? A women that is not conventionally attractive. A short women, a women that is average?
Do you even stop and think about how many women also dont get any men? Do you ever even consider them as options /u/cherryjayslayer ?
You say that size is everything. Dude open your eyes and clean out your ears. PERSONALITY is everything.
The way you present yourself needs to change man. You are way too obessed and you are not HELPING yourself by thinking of women as objects to help you achieve a goal. They are people with feelings. Not bags of flesh with a hole for your enjoyment.
You need to realize that you have no experience with how women truly are. The lies you see on your computer screen is NOT how every women is.
Seriously why dont you find someone thats like you and that has your similar interests and likes and dislikes. You are aiming to high and all youre going to do is fall farther. Aim for something realistic.
You need to understand that sex is not what you see emulated in a cast setting. You need to make friends with them You need to know them on a personal level. You need to stop going after those girls that remind you of porn stars and go find someone that you can relate to.
She is out there. Literally out there thinking no guy will ever want her because she is short, a little unconventionally attractive, a little average. She is literally out there thinking shell never find love.
Dude please.. You have brain washed yourself. Please understand you have the wrong idea in your head of how love should be.
If you just try and better yourself you can change for the best. You can find someone like you to love.