I am not yet able to pursue my goal as I am underage what will very soon change. After that I have the ability to start preparations. I am very aware that the society changed into a horrible way. And that is why I will do everything in my ability to change that. The open relationship is a funny invention that basically states that you have not yet found someone who truly loves you. Love is by all means connected to sexual activity and that also means that cheating is a result of an unfulfilled love. I know that my goal is certainly not an easy one to reach, but using my ability I am sure that I will eventually reach my goal. What you do is wrong, and I am very sorry to hear that your childhood has not been a good one. Once I reach my goal none of this will be possible anymore. I am aware of the people around me and in my class, but I am also aware of the ones that are really against it, or can me made against it. You implied that what you did before you gave a fuck about people was much worse so, please tell me, I will never know otherwise and I always like to hear new stories that expand my hatred even further.