Also, the crush may just be because you are treated unfairly in your relationship.

You are 100 percent right about this. I had a feeling for others, because of the unhealthy relationship, but we’re back together after a breakup of a half year, in the mean time I missed my son enormously. Since she’s back, things aren’t the same, and I do miss some kind of love. I did everything for my child to have a family, because I don’t want him to experience the same as me, although she came back clearly because she couldn’t see me someone else.

This made me think lately. Is this because she wants complete control over me? I gave my everything to this family.