In Highschool I had this reputation for being the school bitch. I dressed in slutty clothing and acted out all sexual whenever possible. Everyone in my district knew about me or whatever. I would make up rumours about my hookups and the guys in the stories for whatever reason said it was true and that added to my reputation.

I was 15 and he was 28. I lied about my age and made it seem like I was this sex obsessed person when in reality I was actually a virgin. He wanted to try anal and I said it was my favorite thing, he books a hotel room. Takes pictures of me and I decide to strip and let him take more pictures of me. In my mind at the time, I felt like I was pretty bad ass and that maybe I can make it as a star or something (I was dumb).

Starts making out and telling me worships me or whatever. Position my self over a pillow and lie on the bed. He puts it in and I scream so loud I guess everyone in the hotel have heard it. I play it off and say that he put it in wrong or whatever. I bite the pillow and continue because I thought this was normal.

Pulls out, blood all over penis, blood all over bed. I try to act all sexual but he's tired so we sleep. I wake up and find him up on top of me and I started crying because it hurt from last night and he was stretching the wounds open - I was worried this was how aids would happen because of the sperm and the bleeding (this was in the early 90s, so AIDS was big).

Wanted to take me to the ER but I worried he would know my age so I said Ill just go pick up cigarettes and be back he didnt want to let me go and was starting to get all forcefull and angry so in my mind i just thought he was a murderer so I just start screaming and banging until he let go of me. Spent the next few weeks being paranoid and scared he might find me again lol.