Now what I will be saying now may sound like philosophical bullshit thats just sounds well but does not really hold in a practical life but still I'll give it a try......
See as long as you look to the outside may it be people things money...basically all material ...at the end of the day that feeling of emptiness will remain......Take my word for that.
Those that are "good looking" ...make a lot of money ....get laid right and left....the ones that seem to be living the time of there lives....the only solace that they find is seeing how relatively well they are doing than all the others...so they at least have something they can be happy about.....but if you look a little closely....you will see just how empty and broken they are....
Life's not just about getting pussy or owning a yatch or for the people here...(having a house in SOBO)
You can't do anything about your looks that's genetic....you have never have had any control over it...though you could go and workout or play to at least have a fit body....
Now as for money I think 35K is enough to make ends meet....to have a decent life...not an extravagant one..but a decent one....
Find the right goals man...the right things to do...the right things to want....till then you won't find solace anywhere in this world.....
Find your inner peace man....find that....it's hard given the society we live in....but use the right resources on the net...
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!!!!!!!
Now I'll end this already long post...though I think I should write a little about myself so that you can see am not just all talk...
So I live in Colaba Navy nagar ... In a 1BHK flat .....the sea is just 50 m away from my place with trees in between.....I live in a government provided place so don't need to pay for it....I spend about 5K on food in a month as i eat in the susidised place mostly...Now i like to travel and all but I try to keep it to a minimum...save as much as possible ...and then at the end of the month.......I donate all that I saved.....that's what gives me happiness...not that fuckery about getting pussy and driving A Rolls Royce.......
So you know....keep it simple man.....find the right stuff to strive for...only then this life will semm worth living ...till then...it will be hard man....Best of luck!!