I want to play a elder scolls game now :/ "Stop right there criminal scum!"

In all honesty i was 15, ive learned that you cant beat yourself up over things you cant change. Maybe you are right but in my opinion if things didnt go the way they went, then i wouldnt be who i am today which i dont want to be but i dont know anything different. I wish instead of hearing how bad i was, i could hear how to do good and benefit my community. That guy's name was jacob clymer show some respect you punk at least i actually know his name, i pay respects every oct 31st along with Money for my friend commissary.

And true, all that for a xbox that i didnt even grab because i heard bangs then my chest was getting pushed by my friend telling me to run as i watched his leg kick and his family wouldnt stop screaming and he tried to use the car to get up and my friend wouldn't stop pushing me "come on come on we got to go" and the sirens and the blood its all just awful but if i express that to my friends now im "soft" they seem to adore my past always making jokes i went to a friends house for new years n they kept making "hide the xbox" jokes and they praise me "oh he official he vaild he loc" I hate it so much but if i go against it then im a target and i just feel so confused i try to tell my story and nobody can help me out they treat me like im 60 and say rude things that i would say to myself too and part of me gets mad part of me understands and the 3rd part is undecided where it stands.

If you ever heard Hung My Head by johnny cash, thats one of my fav songs of all time, followed by Stay Down by BOE Sosa ft BOE Mumu