I'm 22, my partners are 24 and 25. I met my first partner on OKC. We didn't plan to date, just fuck every once in a while. But we couldn't resist each other so, we've been dating for 3 years this valentines day. My other partner I met through a mutual friend. We texted porn back and forth, not of ourselves just porn. It was fun. Then it escalated to me doing video dances for him. This last christmas he came to visit and we went out to eat a lot had consumated a partnership.

I don't see my relationship lasting with my first partner...mainly because I know he wants kids one day and I don't. He's been making small comments to my "natural instinct" towards wanting to have children....and I'm not comfortable with that. It irritates me thinking about it. But we're together for now. I think it's co-dependency.

My second partner, well, we're too new to know. He's in another state looking to move and I'm not in a position to move at the moment. He's inquired about moving here with Johnnie and I. I implore him to think with his head and not his dick. But the more I think about it, I wouldn't mind given I had my own source of income. And he had his.

My relationship with the first is a full relationship...although I'm not sure what that means. But we're not FWB. The second I'm sure wants a full relationship as well. We're fleshing out his wants as I'm lacking ambition as to what I want from the relationship. I like him a lot, and I've known him for about a year while having this huge crush. But, I want to please him I suppose.

I live with first partner, I do not with the second.

My poly nature is mostly a secret from everyone but my close friends and any interested patrons that ask. So it's like, friends I know I won't lose know, friends I would like to keep don't know, and friends I don't care about keeping know if they ask. Family doesn't know at all, but I don't talk to them.