Yea I took this route during the past bout of NC. He did come back. I did not play hard to get after that - as soon as I laid my eyes on him I had to have him (same for him, apparently). I wish he wasn’t such a jerk but he definitely is (I think I’m being a cliche and possibly attracted to this deep down).

He has treated me worse and been more distant since we started sleeping together. I’m not sure if that’s normal or not..you’d think he’d be more considerate especially knowing what’s at risk for us both (even more for him than me).

I kind of feel like the sex with me gives him this confidence boost that he uses with other people, and then comes back either when he’s horny or needs to feel wanted again.

I don’t think I’d be as upset about this if I wasn’t completely ignored at home at the moment too.