Something isn’t right

Thank you all for the advice. I think in my heart I know something like an affair is going on. I don’t have it in me to deal with something like that. I’ve only loved one woman in my life. I’m sitting alone in my den tonight. She wanted to hang out with me but I asked her if I could be alone. I’ve just been listening to songs from the 1970’s on Apple Music all night. I wish I was a kid again riding my bike with my friends. I miss that time. I haven’t confronted anyone about anything and probably won’t buy any spy gear. I’ll get to the bottom of this my way. The people that said it’s probably something like an affair and my twins know are probably right. That’s all I’ve thought about tonight. I may ask more advice later. I just don’t want to deal with this right now. Donna Summer’s Dim All The Lights just came in. I remember asking a girl to couple’s skate to that song in the 6th grade and she said yes. I was on cloud 9 the whole song. It’s a good memory.

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