I'm not pretending to be your friend, I find you incredibly distasteful and toxic, however you literally sound like you are having a mental breakdown over this and I am honestly concerned.

You're threatening violence and spewing hatred at anyone that responds to you, even those that are trying to be helpful. This is not normal behaviour, and something is clearly wrong with you right now. When every other person involved thinks you are in the wrong, maybe you should consider the possibility that you were in the wrong.

I will gladly drop all hostility right this second if you need to talk, even though you just threatened to kill me. Whatever you do just relax, you're gonna have a stroke reacting to things like this.