So I'm from the Netherlands and I have read a lot here about the TTI this week. I'm sorry for you. Hope you can enjoy the nature itself.

According to other peoples experiences and seeing your pronouns, I guess you have to face a difficult decision before you go/are gooned.

Do you think your parents care a lot about which part of the rainbow flag you end up being? If so, it will be difficult. These programs do still have conversion things in 2022. You have two choices: act straight and have it a little easier while on the program, but not being able to be yourself. Or be honest and have a very difficult time. Maybe your parents want you to come home straightened.

Next thing: if they care about you being straight, they might up blackmailing you about the college money.

And these programs are expensive. After Second Nature and a year in a RTC, your money might be gone as well.

Even if your parents love you as you are, these programs don't. Be careful and stay safe. And keep in mind we love you as you are.