Shit, that was terrifying to read. I went to see a psychiatrist a few days ago and he prescribed medication for anxiety, an anti-depressant called Cymbalta, and booked me in for cognitive behavioural therapy. I'll bring up borderline personality disorder when I see him next, because most of the symptoms listed there are scarily on point for my mind set and behaviour:
^ There are more listed in the DSM link you shared with me, but those are the ones I have.
I'm highly functioning otherwise. I work hard and am being promoted to a leadership role, and I have good personal relationships for the most part- my sister and I have always fought.
Like you said, we can't diagnose me over the internet, but I'll bring this stuff up with my psychiatrist. Thank you for caring enough to post this.