ADHD here so I face similar problems with my executive dysfunction preventing me from doing anything. I'm just taking time off after this quarter to figure things out without the academic stress. Don't keep paying money just to fail classes like I have. I've realized that it's not worth it if I'm not going to be able to put the effort in, so getting job experience is the next best thing for me for the time being.

Best of luck, and try to remember not to compare yourself to others. Even if we don't have perfect GPA's, there's more to life than school or money. Just getting started in college is a huge accomplishment, and graduation will come at the pace it's meant to. No faster. No matter how hard you try forcing yourself. You'll just burnout.