Here goes. I met this amazing girl. shes 20 and I'm 21. We had a couple of dates after which she wanted to take it further. We made out but then I just couldn't go further. she was all upset and I had to like build up my courage to tell her I'm a virgin and she was all good about it. Afterwards we just slept together(nothing else happened) but the next day she like confronted me and said that she actually has a baby of 2 yrs old ( he lives with his dad like 8 hours drive away). Anyway I freaked out and left. We didn't speak for like a week. It played through my mind that I was like really into this girl and all but she has a child! after i thought it through I was like I'm ok with this. I told her I would like to go further with the relationship and she was thrilled. We kept getting to know each other better but she started to back off. not initiating sex or anything and would retreat if I wanted to, After a while I sort of got more nervous/anxious and wondered how sex will feel for me.( i was always waiting for someone special and i felt this girl meant the world to me and i want her to be my first, I know is corny but yea..)I wasn't nervous at all at the start but as it dragged on I started to feel like it. Is it weird for a virgin guy to have sex with a girl who has only had one guy ever but had a child with him. I really want to and I can sense she does too but I think she is scared of something... It really is starting to bug me and I don't know what to do about it. this is my first serious relationship and we are very close. I just can help but feel that she isn't comfortable with the whole sex thing. Maybe its the lack of experience on my part? And its not like we aint doing stuff. I mean I have fingered her gave her oral and she has given me but it stops there. I have confronted her and everytime she plays it off or makes excuses.

Any insight on what I could do to better this would be much appreciated!